....without me. Marc is taking the kids on their first airplane ride to his brother's wedding in San Francisco this week. I'm excited for them - they are going to have a great time! But, I am sad that I won't be there with them for this big adventure. And I'm sad that I won't see them for FOUR DAYS. I have made some plans to fill the time, and I am sure I will have fun with my goofiest girlfriend, Michelle. But, this sucks. I guess it's one of the divorce realities that I just can't get my head around....missing firsts with my kids.
My kids want to talk about their excitement about the big weekend....so I try really hard to just stuff my sadness and be excited with them. I guess today it was just too much. I've been dreading this coming weekend for months...and the closer it gets, the more awful it feels.
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